Aye and Huzzah!

I’m all moved into my suite at Pitt! I was a little worried about Deanna and Melanie, but it seems like everything is going to work out great! Melanie is really opening up to us, so I’m hopeful that we will become good friends. So much has happened in the past few days and classes haven’t even started yet.

Friday night Taesoo got really drunk and had a psychotic episode at Genevra’s house, so Saturday morning was spent making sure he was alive and could hold a conversation. He was and he could, so my job was done. I ran into Jacobson-san at the Hillman Library that day, also. It was nice to see her again. If I recall correctly, we are in the same class, so I will be seeing her again on Tuesday! :D

Harold came back to Pittsburgh and we went out to ½ price dinner with him and his brother at Joe Mamma’s. I’m glad he’s finally back. I wanted to give him a much longer hug than he allowed me to. :/ Maybe I’ll be able to get him back soon. I’d really like to spend some time with Harold without Liv. I mean, I like having her around, but Harold was my friend before he was her boyfriend and I miss having that time with him. I’ll probably wind up telling this to her at some point.

Today I went to church with Deanna, who is also Roman Catholic! Huzzah! I have someone to go to church with! Awesome. Soon after church, I was off to the Renaissance Festival with Matt Harrington and we had a marvelous time! I really missed the good-natured atmosphere of Ren Fest. It reminds me entirely too much of Robert. I miss you, Robert!

Lately I’ve been in a very huggy mood. I think it’s partially because I wasn’t able to visit Becky and I had mentally prepared myself for five minute long Lily/Kael hugs. Being deprived of those and late night cuddling (which I probably wouldn’t have gotten anyway) I’ve wanted to be much more affectionate with the people around me. *sigh*

Damn you hope and expectation.

All summer I had wanted to make a trip down to Maryland to visit Becky, Tia, and Rob. I wanted it to be a surprise visit, so I was collaborating with Rob. I guess in the beginning it was kind of a "I have plenty of time" thing, but then I started babysitting and by the time we hit August, it was almost time to go back to Pitt. And my car wasn't passing inspection. I was down to two optional weekends; I was shooting for the first, but just in case, I had the following as backup. The first was a no-go. The car still hadn't passed inspection. The second weekend, the car passed, but Mom decided if I was dead set on going, which I was, I could take her car. This was finalized Friday night, so I would leave in the morning. I sent a text to Rob saying I'd probably be there around 2:30, but half an hour later, I got a call from Tia. Rob had just told her I was coming. They had just picked up Colin (Daiichi) for the weekend.

Plans terminated.

Why do I even try if it concerns Becky? It never works.

This is getting out of hand.

Baffled

Okay this is really odd. And a bit unsettling. So I have this strong interest in Alex... I've mentioned it before, right? But I swear it isn't anything emotional or physical. I just think he's a really interesting person (Genevra claims he has some weird kind of charm). But now all of a sudden, my daydreams are involving him and are platonically romantic, if that makes sense. It's that kiss the back of the hand, stolen kiss kinda thing. But where did this come from?! I mean, I've only met the guy once! Sure I've read his livejournal, but come on! How much stuff doesn't get put in there? Like 95% of it! And these aren't the deliberate, "I wonder what would happen if..." or "What would I do if..." daydreams. These are the unintentional daydream daydreams. These are ones that I snap out of when things get platonically romantic and I beat them back with a stick going WTH? *sigh* What am I to do... And I'm going to meet up with him on August 4th. Somehow I think these daydreams will only get worse. *headdesk*

In other news, Taesoo dumped Genevra on Saturday night. Jerk. But, he said he didn't think she was the one, so I have to identify with him. I only think he is the jerk because he broke up with her through instant messenger and not face-to-face. I visited her yesterday and slept over. It's rather tiring trying to cheer someone up without being overbearing. I think I just wound up being another body in the house. -_-

Nrrr... so tired...