くそ！

Uh! Things are so frustrating with Mike. It will seem like he doesn't want me around, but he'll complain as soon as I'm gone that he didn't want me to leave and he really needs me. Well by then I'm keeping sick Sarah company (she's contagious*sniffle*) and I'm not gonna go back because I'm agitated by him. Then, of course, I feel bad so I start to go back to his house but he texts me and says he's somewhere along the train tracks. He says he's doubting our relationship. >_< Conclusion: we need to communicate better.

What am I going to do with my life?! >_< I don't know if I really want to go into Japanese. I think I just got infatuated with it because of Liv's enthusiasm over it. But now I feel like if I don't, I'll be letting her down. くそ！ I hate the fact that I have to figure out what I want to do with my life at age 18. I'm still a kid! How should I know? ;_;

Just kill me now.