Twix

It's an interesting feeling of loss, discovering that you truly desire something and then find out it will never happen for you. It's the feeling I have now about marriage and having children. None for me. I've decided to put it out of my mind as much as possible, considering hope is evil and I should never allow the feeling to occur. Alex will just have to put up with my crying spurts about it over the coming years.

In other news. Lies fall from your lips like sand through an hourglass. That doesn't pertain to anyone. I just thought of the line a little bit ago and wanted to write it down.

I feel like work has really restricted the activities. I'm sure it hasn't as much as it feels like it has, but there isn't much I can do about that feeling. I'll just have to deal with it.

I can't wait for the day Alex and I live together.