*scrunched face*

So Isaac was the one who broke off the relationship. The bum. At least now he'll stop hurting Nobu. I'm really gonna miss her...

I just got off the phone with Becky and now I'm lonely again. :( This is really annoying. I know I don't need constant interaction, so why am I always lonely at night?

I'm still in the process of cleaning my room. I finally made it to the closet, so all the stuffs on the bed and my closet floor is clean--I'll be sleeping in there tonight. It won't be nearly as comfortable as Keer's closet and it will be a little more cramped, but I think I will be fine for the night. I'm still planning on painting my room. I'm thinking light cream for the walls and a dark brown for the trim and such. I'm also considering doing a mini mural on the wall next to the door. It'd be a tree with sakura. We'll see if that actually happens, though.

I applied for a job at Wood 'N Things today. They just need a part-timer in sales. I figure it's better than nothing. Bah. I feel so weird about getting a job. I don't know why.

I just dropped Min a line... I felt awkward about sending him an email, but, I don't know. Part of me still wants to be his friend, but the other part wants to put him in the past and just forget about him. Make him another Everis.

Ugh. I don't know. I'm so tired of feelings. I just want to not have to worry about them anymore. I don't want to have to constantly think about how is this going to effect, say, Mike. I just want to live and have fun. *sigh*