Finished

I told Liv. She knows. I should have waited. She has too much on her mind right now as it is. Maybe I should have waited it see if she and Harold worked out. If it didn't, I could have used this to distract her... but what emotion is she feeling right now? I didn't want to make her sad. I think I did. She only looked me in the eye twice after I told her. But that was twice more than I expected. She hugged me and told me it shouldn't have happened to me. Not me. I love you, Liv, but I am strong. I've been handling this my entire life. It is no longer a burden to me. I don't want it to be a burden for you. It's not something you should have to carry.

I'm sorry. Forgive me.