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So now I'm really confused about my feelings. I was talking to Rika about it and I came to the conclusion Mike doesn't really make me happy. I'm content while I'm with him, but it's not the same thing. It still feels like he's a friend with benefits over a boyfriend. And it drives me crazy that he doesn't make me feel any better about myself. He doesn't make me feel worse, but that's not the kind of relationship I want. I want to feel good about myself and be able to make the other person feel good about their self, too. I don't know if I do that with Mike.

If I wasn't so sick, I'd bang my head of the wall.

I have e-mails going back and forth with Min now. We've only had two legit. ones, so we'll see where it goes. I'll save them for reference.